okay, i am in love...

my woman - the love of my life - she's sleeping right now, in her bed, in Austin. i am awakened, of course, because i am thinking of her....okay that was cheesey. she has no idea how excited i am to see her this weekend. not because i shaved my precious jewel for her, okay partly, but mainly because she's my love. i have done nothing to deserve her, absolutely nothing - but for some reason she still loves me and i am soooo fucking greatful - excuse me baby. She hates it when I curse, or when I smoke or when I represent anything but myself... which I don't blame her for - she wants me as I was in November. God, I am that girl - just a little more confused because I want to be her WOMAN in an adult life. I am a TALENTED, BEAUTIFUL WOMAN lost without her. None of that matters. I can't wait to sleep next to her. Feel her breath on my shoulder without her knowledge. God she's beautiful - just gorgeous.

I love my Jen.