Prologue to a Long Year....

A year has come to close since the beginning of my blogging days. November 17th, 2003, my life changed and will never be the same again. My life began. I breathed meaning into my life with one word, "Yes." Strange to read so many blogs and remember where I have been and where I am now.

My travels, my relationships, my many random drunk writings, every bit of my soul poured out onto a bland website. Maybe some lessons learned, once forgotten, soon to be remembered in the future. Its served as one way point of view for myself and has given all of you out there a daily drama to read. (So that even when I am far away from you, you can still know that I am just as dramatic as I always will be).

To write what I feel at any given moment and know that anyone and everyone has access to my thoughts used to be a feeling I enjoyed. Think I have found some introverted respect for myself and thus the reason for this blog coming to an end. I am restless. I no longer take pride in rambling about my day and the events of my life - not that it is no longer important - that's not true, in fact, quite the opposite. It's just that the events and extravagances of my life seem to have more meaning now than ever before. The blog just doesn't seem to give justice any longer.

If I randomly typed in this blog daily knowing no one read it - I stand to gain more from myself. I would vocalize a lot more of my thoughts and not feel as though I may be judged for what I am thinking. Random -CENSORED- thoughts poured out onto this blog just don't seem to really hold much in review.

So, let this serve as the close of this book. A closing prologue of this book in an effort to begin anew. Thanks for reading and for staying within reach.

"Do not look at the faults of others, or what others have done or not done; observe what you yourself have done and have not done." Dhammapada 4.7